With happiness 1 and happiness 2 and big papa happiness

The big 30, small-big 3 and the school of LIFE


Turning 30 and raising a toddler these days is like love in the time of cholera. You just have to keep on loving or else you die without substance. It’s true what they about mid-life crisis (others think it’s 40 but for me it’s 30). You are trapped in a an illusion that you can still become the next big thing, you can still rock, you can still look like Heidi Klum and the bubble doesn’t pop until you realize you have no real power at all. The things you’ve learned in Masters of Arts in Conflict and Reconciliation Studies do not give you the skill to say no to your toddler. Whatever happened to the many resolutions I make every time I am reminded of Non-violent communication by Rosenberg when your child mops the floor of SM to get what she wants. My baby is not even 3 yet however, her strength (literally), her size and her big personality wear we down. This year is a battle against the bad cells in my body. The instant I turned 30, I felt like I have lupus or that chronic fatigue. Do you feel it? I always think it’s the weather or it’s that global warming Al Gore is saying about in the Inconvenient Truth. I work a little, I laugh a little, I play a little, I love a little…I do a little of everything yet at the end of the day which is around 9PM- am dead beat. Maybe I should scrap the others and just love a lot, hmmmm…my husband would love that.


How about the lessons learned in BLD Marriage Encounter (so what about that?). I don’t really know what I want to say. For those who are married, you know what I mean- not really part of this topic but if you talk about aging marriage plays the big bad wolf.


Anyways, my point for writing this blog is, no Masters can alter your reality. That reality has one ugly-beautiful face. You and only you can get a grip of it. No matter what kind of life you’re livin’ whether you’re livin’ a life full of exclamation points, periods, commas, @$****%$$$$$...what’s important is you fill all the question marks in your life with answers coming from ABOVE.


See you next time at the next episode of classified arts, here at expresscom channel 12 (ngaayyy…wrong ending-hehe anyways…life is an ART-watch classified arts everyday and your life will be changed (huh?)